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My Autumn Blue

by Lucid VanGuard

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1.
Angelina 04:38
angelina where'd you run off to today heart in pieces and the clouds about to break all that i needed was just a little taste i've got a feeling you're a wild one out on the range you make me feel alright don't turn me out to dry angelina will you call me while you're away cabin fever and a dial tone driving me crazy i'm but a dreamer, i'll exalt all my faith common belief is you're the child that god couldn't tame you make me feel alright don't turn me out to dry we're burning through july oh you're the spirit in my sky i'm not afraid the timing will never be perfect it's not a phase only a missing person you make me feel alright don't turn me out to dry we're burning through july oh you're the spirit in my sky
2.
through the motions roller coasters full of angst old magnolia branching out her weathered veins it's getting colder i'm losing sight of all the gains soon october will be gone and on its way but i'm taking my time and changing my mind it's a day in the life giving way to the wise around the corner i saw you dancing in the sky out of order there's a storm inside your eye but i'm taking my time and changing my mind it's a day in the life giving way to wise and all of my life is a fatal divide
3.
True Colors 04:00
head in the sky, the weight on my shoulders a glimmer of life whispered in codewords shimmering light with glossy exposure your cinnamon eyes foster a slow burn mystery hides deep in the doldrums in enemy lines and posthumous cold fronts chrysalis hive blossoming lonesome thirsty to find some honest emotion well alright there's a harmony in the morning fall asleep and breath it in call on my when you're hurting it's all a dream and it will end you can show me your true colors you owe me nothing lover into the night we'll carry it over a chariot ride, a carriage of clover visceral guide talking his folklore sycamore vine climbing the old porch
4.
i'll walk through the sand til the ocean appears to drown in the ashes of novelty years can't decide if i'm dreaming killing time is so easy in the palm of my hand there's a map of my fate with rivers and valleys of choices i've made running wild, chasing moments crack a smile when i'm a broken well i've got some secrets that i'd never tell the beast of a burden that talks to itself weigh the odds and break even i'm counting cards with my demons raise a toast to the gavel and grave the serotonin is factory made like i'm trapped in a hole in a town that has aged oh damn you akrasia i can't turn the page i've worked all the angles and gone to great lengths the circle i'm running is all figure 8's but it's fine, i accept it i've got a blind fold and a death wish take the oath to renounce all your fear and burn the flag of your novelty years like i'm casting a stone to a canyon of mirrors oh damn you akrasia the sandman is here
5.
a cold sun, silver lined floating like an old religious poltergeist divvy up the holy wine and sing me back the reason that i chose this life been dozing off to screens at night dopamine and feelings that are traumatized jolts of thought and streaming light a deep mirage of golden gods encoding time as we free fall in love at the pity party and i default to numb a thousand heavens burn oh mother a kamikaze mirth fertile love yearns a crown the early bird's inertia is the dirt in ground curtains up, i'm nervous now overwhelmed by dirty verbs and word of mouth as we free fall in love at the pity party and i default to drunk a thousand heavens burn no colors i drown to quench the thirst
6.
Cowboy Town 04:32
don't look over it's a long way down wingspan open 'bout to dream out loud snowbird thinking 'bout moving south oh what a scene forever green down in new orleans dead man walking in a cowboy town dried up river in the canyon's mouth bloodshot denim and some hand me downs walking free in sovereignty but it's only if i do right, do right i've been running through the moonlight, moonlight gonna summon up a new high, new high keep it next to me for the rest of my days
7.
Elysia 05:39
river wide and ancient her polarized elations pulsing time where solitude is savored and the sound of human nature is alive we rendezvous in anguish a constant muse to paint with kill the lights we talk in our own language connected by the matrix in our eyes the fruits of all my labor a reservoir of flavor in each bite americana savior the parodies and scapegoats in off white somewhere up over the mountain there's a dream i had but i lost it along the way as the sun beats down and the world is crashing around us we better start today and make our get away
8.
daylight enters through the doorway mayfly relic on a horse nape it's high tide and everything is ornate there's wide eyed sentiment in your gaze it's all in bloom come back to life hanging on the loom my edelweiss twilight ripens in the void space our tongues tied in ouroboric formation my autumn blue inherent vice breaking down the jewels of air and ice hindsight petrified in orange glaze our bloodlines running through divorced veins i'm breathing figure eights a snake in spine give unto you take in space and time
9.
heavy handed feeling dangled overheard spin the axis freely, none of it makes sense i wanna flee this place, build a home from scratch find a clean slate of coordinates on a map stare up at the ceiling, church is in the stars fair-weather believers, cocaine caviar oh i've been meaning to cross my heart and die pledge allegiance to all my satellites they're floating away off into space and sending signals back in the dark but once in a while i get a glimpse of that old feeling perk up and smile gone in my amnesia summer house of cards watching all the trees changing colors fall apart i bob and weave through a gird of film noir merging ether like circus acts at large my carousel brain circles the drain down rabbit holes like a russian doll my inner child buried beneath that coded dreamer turning the dial am i in denial of all my freedom grow where you're wild like the flowers bloom in may bury me in a garden with fallen trees of nostalgia sour fruit and winter rain put down my roots on an island where solitude is a triumph my autumn blue in a stain glass frame
10.
i'm done looking back now been chasing the breeze my old ways have backed down the tank is on e the summer's intact still but here comes the leaves the waning of Appalachia will you come back to me? true as the sound of nature moves through a thousand acres two in a town of strangers who we can now call neighbors the sun's coming back out up over the trees the hummingbird back from the south a wild rose in the reeds i swore i'd never come back here but how could i leave her coat made of cashmere with a bat on the sleeve true as the sound of nature moves through a thousand acres two in a town of strangers who we can now call neighbors
11.
welcome to the holy land of broken men and soulful chants let's sing the hymns of old romance and resurrect yesterday open fire on the desolate blank quaint desire in my memory bank lord take me higher to this heavenly place where we still coexist make a round trip of guilt through nostalgic miscellanea where old villes and aged thrills of youth are now just memorabilia in hindsight lie the prospects ahead as blindspots fill in the making of a mend we pay dues, sift hues, and distill the truth for finally tuned character blood, sweat, cigarettes and coffee love, regret, innocence and honesty our trust broke down in a dirt road town so i shot five rounds to salute you lord to salute you i watch the wick as it turns to coal burning bliss down the barrel of my soul a quick fix to stay lit through the cold but like pyrite it's just a fool's gold i set a story stoned with a hand that's fit to fold now it's just a fool's gold dear, we're near the end of our line as far as this road goes in time now pilot your soul and fly for these old tears are hard to console but they'll dry let me walk on my own i'll be fine i'm but a fossil of gold in your mine in your mind now baby bloom

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"My Autumn Blue"

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released October 15, 2021

written, produced, arranged, recorded, and mixed by Karl Remus
mastered by Alec Ness
art by Eliza Weber

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